I have moved to a better place!

no, no, I am still alive just new beginning!


Cya there people.


Day 2

Dear you,

I had a weird dream last night, I was at wor but work was not there, it was different, like if I it was a mix of places. I was with my work mate, Steph but she was not herself either.
Suddenly you came to drop off an order of beer they had requested from the company you work for. You were delivering it, it was a nice surprise seeing you, but when I went away for a few seconds you went straight to her, oh wow it did hurt. You two looked at me and started laughing, you were enjoying it. It was not a nice dream and I am not sure what it means, but until I had that dream I wouldn't have dared admitting that I miss you, even tho there was never really anything to miss, was there?

Anyway I hope you are doing fine,

Yours always,


Come sit with me, lets share this moment...

I hadn't realised how much I miss NZ, well I had but I didn't want to fall in that trap because I knew if i did I would be miserable util the day I returned to this wonderful country. Now I have falle without remedy and all I am doing is for me to be able to go back, spend some time there, find out if that's as I think my place or not...
New Zealand has been by far the country in which I have been the happiest but also the one in which I have suffered the most and even after all this suffering I still wanna go back!

Let's hope I'll make it :D in a year and a half max. cos 5 years away is too long!


Day 1

Dear Best Friend,

We met a few years ago, classes were long and boring and my motivation was long gone, I could say you were the only thing that kept me from dropping off of everything, something I would have regreted. You were there through good and bad times until one day when you stopped calling and life went from seeing you and talking to you every day one way or another to not seeing you in months and barely hearing from you.

Today we had a good catch up, finally after almost 2 years and what I've found of you was not what I expected, If you needed me you should have said so, not just hide yourself from the world in in your own mind and ideas that are harming you so much.

I wish I could be there for you, to be able to do something because seeing you as you are now, is hurting me, after all you were and always will be my best friend.


30 Day Letter Project

Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

I saw this on someone's tumblr and I thought I should try it out! lets see if i manage :)


Portugal...such a wonderful place!

Last week I went on a 5 day trip to Portugal. Started in POrto where I flew to, beautiful city full of amazing people and so alive yet so relaxed that amazes me.

Then headed south to Lisbon, city I fell in love with...reminded me so much of my childhood! Adults just hanging out in the squares and cafés at 10 or 11 at night and children playing around still full of energy. I have no words to describe how gorgeous Lisbon is.
Went to the beach in Cascais and Estoril which are incredibly nice and they are full of surfers (Portugal has some great surf spots)

After that, went on a bus up to Coimbra and then back in Porto, where I met a belgian girl, very nice and easy to talk to. She happened to Love Spain so we had a lot to talk about ^^
Also got bitten by spiders probably in 15 different spots of my body (how nice) urgh and slept at the airport.

All in all a great week! :)


"Y decirte alguna estupidez, por ejemplo, te quiero."

"Cuando veo llover imagino que la lluvia escribe sobre el suelo miles de frases…siempre distintas porque siempre llueve distinto. Y me imagino que puedo pedir un deseo, elegir una de las miles de frases que las nubes escriben en el polvo y que ese deseo se convertirá en realidad."



Put my bed and Ignas' in the kitchen tonight...

And just for the record...nevermind.